Blogless Monday
heylo blog. i really don't know what to say actually all i know is that its 1.55am and i still not sleeping. why some might ask. i napped after dinner thats why. was too tired went to sleep and then woke up to call a certain "someone" cause "someone" was worried about me. was suppose to return a call but ended up drifting off into wonderland and totally forgot about it. hehe. well nothing much happened today excep that i manage to get my web cam working again. yay! so far the person benefiting from it is "someone". yeahs unfair isn't it. well i had my fair share of it on the other end. anywho waht else? well am gonna go watch star wars tomorrow. got sum free tix for 3 so am gonna bring debz and wl along. well wonder if the show would be good or not. we will just see.
today was just a definately exhilarating experience for me, as for "someone" it was for last night and tonight. *giggles*. sorry darling. lol. i didnt mean it it just happened, promise i won't do it again okies? after so long finally i found what i have been longing for all this while. that special feeling that u get. the love bug, learned this from debbie. the feeling where u can't forget and u can't just not think about a person. when u feel as if there is no boundary to every single thing you would like to say becuase you are so much like them. so similar is most mannerism and similar in most ways of thinking, thoughts, feelings and sensitivity but yet there exist differences that sets u both apart. i belive in a balance i take it, one gives the other receives and vice versa. i love it that way and i love when ur other half understands exactly what u need and how u need it and when u need it. so far this relationship i have been having seems to be working both ways and i feel rather energetic even when am at my worst state of mind. what worst state of mind? for the past week i have been working till 3-4am in the morning just to get things in the office finished and finalized. alot of things has happened these past few days. good times, bad times, lovely times, sad times, stressed times, u name it i got it going or at least i can relate something but its nothing like someone close to you to help u pull through, someone u can talk to when ur excited or when ur blue or nervous or just plain i want to talk to somebody. :P
finally the day has come for me, what day? the day that i realise what i really want in life and what i really want in a relationship, a person who has opened me up in a way never done before. its like a child discovering the existence of the perfect playground just right outside her door when she has been toying with the same old toys over and over again in her little room, trying hard to make the old toys feel new in a different role play. its a new world of exploration and the best part is its just the beginning...
today was just a definately exhilarating experience for me, as for "someone" it was for last night and tonight. *giggles*. sorry darling. lol. i didnt mean it it just happened, promise i won't do it again okies? after so long finally i found what i have been longing for all this while. that special feeling that u get. the love bug, learned this from debbie. the feeling where u can't forget and u can't just not think about a person. when u feel as if there is no boundary to every single thing you would like to say becuase you are so much like them. so similar is most mannerism and similar in most ways of thinking, thoughts, feelings and sensitivity but yet there exist differences that sets u both apart. i belive in a balance i take it, one gives the other receives and vice versa. i love it that way and i love when ur other half understands exactly what u need and how u need it and when u need it. so far this relationship i have been having seems to be working both ways and i feel rather energetic even when am at my worst state of mind. what worst state of mind? for the past week i have been working till 3-4am in the morning just to get things in the office finished and finalized. alot of things has happened these past few days. good times, bad times, lovely times, sad times, stressed times, u name it i got it going or at least i can relate something but its nothing like someone close to you to help u pull through, someone u can talk to when ur excited or when ur blue or nervous or just plain i want to talk to somebody. :P
finally the day has come for me, what day? the day that i realise what i really want in life and what i really want in a relationship, a person who has opened me up in a way never done before. its like a child discovering the existence of the perfect playground just right outside her door when she has been toying with the same old toys over and over again in her little room, trying hard to make the old toys feel new in a different role play. its a new world of exploration and the best part is its just the beginning...
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