Morning Break

this morning was a different morning. i realise that times have changed and i someone that i have never seen before. when i glance in the mirror i see the same clothes, the same smile but i see a different image.

what has changed in me? learning to accept things? have i given up on what was once something that holds my heart in such a tight grip. i feel myself slipping away but i don't see myself falling apart. its new but yet its different.

i wanan drive home, i wanna go home. perhaps this is what you call home sick. everything i ever wanted is back home. what do i want here? what do i have here? easy answer go home? but everyone's got to eat. ever watched initial d? then ending was something i wanted .. to take a drive into no where.. ever watch cars? wanted to take a drive until i break down.

its been so many years that i have been on the road .. will i ever find a home? will i ever find that someone? each time i think i found it, i loose it. reasons are countless. am still driving this long stretch road and i don't see a town perhaps when i do i might just settle down... a mortal out there would love to hear the story then.. and perhaps i might just finally figure out what was the purpose of my life tha ti am leading on now. and just maybe .. i might just realise why i didn't made it back up there in the past... just maybe...