fickle minded or just love?

i broke another person's heart again last night. it was terrible cause i could see the hurt in her eyes as she walked out. knowing that its not going to be the same again but i had to do it becuase i had no other choice. i couldn't leave my baby i couldn't allow myself to see her go with someone else. i had to make a decision and i made it knowing someone will fall out. it would have never been baby cause its her i want to be with. its with her i feel different and peaceful.

as we both listen to jay chou together, me on headphones and she on hers there is a connection. its invisible but its strong but only we both can feel it.

i love her so much

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