Thinking Aloud. Feelings Expressed. Actions Taken. No Regrets

i don't know where else to look? am not blind but i don't know what to see i don't know what to feel or what to think? i use to think i make the decisions but it seems like i am not. i dont know if i am walking away or am i just moving on or am i just ignoring you.

i know ur reading my blog and i know u know how i feel, but the words taht was written were just my feelings, i can't put yourself in my shoes nor can i put myself into your shoes coz we are 2 different person in nature and in everything. we are so much alike but yet again so much different. whats wrong? what am i doing wrong? what i have always thought i am doing right but i am wrong? is there no light? is there no chance to hope? is there no feelings to feel anymore?

if only i had more time with you. if only i had more moments to share with you. but i am trying my best to spend as much time as i can with you. but i only have so much time to give. you know that for a fact.. is it so difficult? is time so hard to give?