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Scorpio, the Scorpion, is the second sign of the Water triplicity and the eighth sign of the tropical zodiac. This powerful, but secretive sign is ruled by Mars (action; passion) and Pluto (obstruction; transformation; regeneration). The key phrase for Scorpio is "I desire". Symbols for Scorpio are the scorpion, a ground-dwelling killer with a poisonous sting in its tail and the eagle, a far-seeing predator soaring above petty problems into the spiritual sky. Scorpio's real involvement is not primarily based on love or even pleasure, but on the control and understanding of human emotions and the role they play in the mysterious processes of life and death. Though Scorpio natives may not spend their lives pondering the mysteries of life and death, they are inquisitive and probing, fascinated with how things and people work. Mental and physical powers of recuperation are remarkable - and truly evolved (eagle) Scorpios can learn to use their power to help and inspire

You have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex (and the same sex - or any other sex that happens along). You ooze sexual excitement and require a partner (or partners) who can keep up with your marvellous capacity for taking everything to the limit - and beyond. Scorpio, although a feminine (yin) sign, is ruled by Mars, the warrior god and Pluto, the king of the underworld. This fiercely potent combination creates tensions in your internal balancing mechanism between the male and female polarities. Your emotions run deep and your faculty of intuition is remarkably accurate, so your antennae can prick up and pick out a prospective partner at first sight. You need however to keep a part of yourself private and personal and can react vigorously should anyone have the temerity to trespass in your personal domain. Possessing great self-control, combined with intellectual ability and creativit

Your sexuality is deep, all-consuming and intense. You seek transformation through the sexual experience, which you never undertake lightly. Ruled by Mars, the god of primitive action and Pluto the lord of the underworld, you mix primal passion with a profound need to uncover the mysteries of life and death, including and especially sexual ones. Your emotions run deep and your faculty of intuition is remarkably accurate, so your antennae can prick up and pick out a prospective partner at first sight. Scorpio rules the generative organs and so you have no doubt grown up with a heightened sense of the fascination, not to say fear and loathing, with which lesser mortals view sexuality and Scorpio sexuality in particular. You are seen as sexually dynamic, threatening, voracious, insatiable, overwhelming and generally mysterious. This is of course not without foundation and you have been known to take advantage of this fascination, rather like a snake hypnotising a bird before devouring it.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/touchstone/flightplan/index2c.html this is a must watch people. jodie foster at her peak! somehow or rather she definately can act paranoid!

 hmmm just testing as to how to work this. Am using the new picasa Blog This! functionality. :) i don't know what to say other then I love this woman/girl/soul so much that words cannot describe. :)

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sighs, i spent 2 hours @ the immigration checkpoint on the singapore side today. why? well some idiotic technicaly "i wanna make everything perfect" officer was incharge of the lane that i selected to queue up for. yeahs blame me for choosing the wrong lane but how was i to know because by the line i lined for it, a gush of tourist started pouring into the freaking gate. i didn't wanna loose my queue so i waited. dumb wait. next time they should at least put a sign that says, slow worker to alert or notify the queue before hand. 1 hour into the queue i barely moved 10 steps. lol yeahs! some guy from the back decided to release his anger by yelling out "hurry up" in his chinese native tongue. everyone started whispering and noding in agreement. then again what can the guy do , he only has 2 hands 1 pair of eyes and yet still wants to be a perfectionist. how does he do it, spends 2 minutes looking @ u and looking @ ur passport, giving the impression like ur a

wow.. immediate response.. am using the new blogging feature from google toolbar. lol! how cute! not bad not bad. its thursday and its 9pm and i am not home yet. gawd!! am gonna be late! staying back to make sure everything in the server goes well. so far so good.. nothing going wrong, hhmm system going coo coo always gets cranky when i am ont around. lol so i guess i should be staying in the office more often from now on. listening to mp3's while chatting online with friends. blogging, missing my baby. being bored and lonely what else is new. life is boring here in singapore. probably becuase haven't got around much yet. no friends not much to do. no car lol.. lazy to travel public transport. no where 2 go. all the reason i can come up for not venturing the outside world! go home, no web no pc no nothing, just the newspapers and me.. so i guess i might just stay in the office till i have to go home else i have no transport home. hahaha.. will stay till 9.30pm a

baby went back yesterday afternoon with the 5.45pm bus from boon lay. just before departure i had her roaming turned on. yeahs just in case she needs to call me or if she gets into trouble. i wanna make sure she arrives safely and always be contactable. hehe being protective u might say. decided to stay in singapore today. packed my bags this morning .. gonna go walking in jurong east mall later on. sight seeing in orchard road is also possible. sighs, dont know where to go .. my baby not around, everything meaningless. just donwloaded registry mechanic to fix up this pc. have a feeling something is lingering in my system becuase my network access is super slow! dont really have much things running on background and everything is turned off. as in special windows effects. everything is tuned for performance but its still so gawd daymn slow! blehss

To jb with my baby. :) hehe. she's on mc for 3 days but i didn't want to leave her in KL. Need to make sure she eats proper food. sighs am at work and she's at home. i hope she's fine. its raining and i hate it! i need the sun!

arrived at midnight. gawd was stuck for 2 hours in the dumb tuas checkpoint in freaking singapore. gawd!! well watching my baby walking out the door was absolutely just perfect to wash all my blues away. to watch her get in my car as i hold her hands in mine. nothing can ever take her away from me, nor anyone can ever take me away from her. love her so... blogger seems to have added a new feature on its script. "Preview" yay now i can see what i am blogging. my baby just popped her head saying "bloging bloggin again" lol. yeahs .. blogging for her to read. okies going to go home now.. seee u on sunday! or monday perhaps.. derno see when am free and my baby is not around... :P

gawd i have been waiting for this day for a long time. why? becuase i haven't seen my baby for almost 4 days! not very long but long enough. its friday @ fridae. yeahs. hehe its going to be 3 mths @ work. confirmation decisions is up for balloting! will i be voted as member @ fridae or will i be kicked out? please also take note that i am the one and only programmer available. sighs what is life without action. my blog is getting bombarded with lotsa crap comments again. how boring. well am going to go meet up an "old" friend from fetch tomorrow. her name is marcia liew. her nick name is liewgirl@hotmail.com .. (hahahahahahahaha) funny but odd. oh wells will add on later after lunch. have to start with work. oh yes krristy just passed me a initial D vcd so am gonna watch it tonight with my baby while she reads her recruitment papers. yeahs she's gonna get a job here in singapore and i am gonna be with her. yay!

9.50am - checked into the office. as usual my boss was in before me. :) 10am - worked on my downloads that was running through the night. 11am - start working... been missing you so much, as i listen to more love songs the warm feeling comes flooding into my heart. pumping warmer blood through my body, arms and mind. as i sit here waiting for time to pass me by as it edges me closer to you. can't wait to hold you in my arms to feel your warmth filling me like water fills an empty glass. as i download the files from my server and as i listen to songs and as i look at your picture on my table i suddenly realise it think about you more then i have every think about anything. can remember your every look, your every movements, the way you sleep, the way you drive, the way you wear my cap. baby i love you so much. if there was a way to measure how much i love i think all the scales in the world wouldn't be enough. am chatting with ashie and marcia at the same time and ash just told

day 4 last day, changed flight ticket to fly with baby coz jealous! lol ya.. hehe so cute am i not? all for love for the extra few hours with baby anything is possible!. return gown, little italy with jin jin, back at karamunsing plaza, wanted foot massage but then next time. spent alot of time with baby in the car whcih is something i have always wanted becuase finally i am in her territory and she is the driver, she leads me whereever she wants to take me. am all her... >< went to pick up bread and then headed home, drove to make flight bookings at the airport which was fine and dandy, the feelings of being in love is just so wonderful. i wanna spend teh rest of my life with her. went home packed and got ready, had my last sweet and sour pork rice at the shop for memories! lol, had alot of laughter at the office with mom and dad and popsicle! i love my baby so much!

day 3 graduation day! pictures will tell it all. got sunburn! blehs, had beef noodles for breakfast and mom got me sunnies. how nice! sat outside the pickup truck on the way back. went clubbing with my baby in kk @ a club called "bed". ex name was beach club. hehe and guess what. i sat for the first time in my life, on the back of a 4x4. something i have dreamt of doing for ever so long. never thought it would come true. life is just wonderful!!

day 2 today is saturday and i have nothing better to do in life but to just hang around. truthfully speaking i have absolutely no idea what happened today. lol. all i can remember is that i helped mommy and sandra dress for the special day tomorrow in the evening. yeahs graduation and sandra has to work this evening. we had dinner with sharon's parents and i was watching my baby at work. gawd i love this woman. in the afternoon, we went into the city to get contact solutions then we went to rhb bank. then we went to meet arthur for a coffee bean break. how nice isn't it? yeahs, using arthur's notebook to surf the web. from the first glance the ultimate "jealousy" feeling slowly seeping into my blood stream and into my mind. why? don't really know u would have to ask my heart. it happens when u least expected it and when u know your really in love with someone but yet you feel secure but not secure. as we got back, about an hour later sharon's parents arriv

day 1 Note: everything from now on will be short notes, will elaborate when i have the time. hhmm can't really recall waht did i do today. woke up really early coz i couldn't sleep. too excited you could say so i lazed around in bed while my baby slept like a baby she is. mass-sms'ing while she lay asleep in my arms. couldn't stand it started poking and teasing my baby to wake her up. had a little "morning exercise" to wake her up totally. finally we were done and came down and was greeted by mom. :) yeahs my baby's mommy (shall call her mommy from now on) and then went down for to clean myself up, slept in today so it wasn't so bad, after a nights worth of travelling. its nice to be able to finally wake up in the room of the woman i have been wanting to be with for the last few years. (not exactly but then almost there) i wonder why i never visited her, recalling back then i was in uni and money was tight and then i was with someone else so chances di

Touch Down! Am in KK (Kota Kinabalu) and i am visiting my baby. :) gawd the airport is small but its nice. hehe no long walks needed. Baby came to pick me up in her red kenari with 3 of her best friends behind, namely suan ai, sharon and may (short for marilyn). miss my baby so much. flight was absolutely terrible, the people sitting beside me was being really noisy gawd drove me up the wall. headed down to yo yo for a quick drink, had green tea with coconut jelly, something like nata de coco. lol soon after saw jordan and a couple of other friends of miss sandra's. after sending everybody home we headed home ourselves. :) didn't have time to meet any family members since everyone is sleeping by the time i got back. but the room is just so cute. will post pictures soon.

my baby flew to kk today. leaving me behind. hehe.. am following her footsteps soon. am leaving tomorrow afternoon. yeahs going to see my baby graduate. isn't it wonderful? life is full of unexpected things to happen. its wednesday, boy it takes a while to come! hehe.. i just had lunch and now i am just lazing around, 2 much food probably. have to remember to buy the papers for my baby later on and perhaps steal the old ones from here. okies gotta go back to work.. check u out laters.. :) can't wait!!

tuesday morning, gawd time passes by so slowly its dreadful!. its the last day of work for my baby and she is flying off tomorrow afternoon. i will be seeing her there the following day. it will be our small little honey moon trip. its my bosses birthday today, we bought him a cake yesterday and they bought him flowers today. how cute. :) hehe forgot to bring my mob to work, left it on the desk charging. hehe.. traffic into singapore was massively heavy today. yeahs just all jam block at the jb customs, yeahs typical bottleneck plus all the motorbikes doesn't really help ease problems infact it adds onto it. sighs typical singaporeans and malaysians, tak mau kalah! lol life goes on...

watched dukes of hazzard on saturday, recommended movie! hehe.. but i don't understand the role for jessica simpson in the movie, gawd she was so bitchy looking, she was merely selling her body for information and other things. other then that we went around petaling street early in the morning to check out some sunnies for myself and i couldn't find any how boring. sighs oh well, made a quick turn coz baby wanted to see borders in berjaya times square. that was where we ended up watching dukes show. hehe after the movie, we decided to head out for some food and ended up in paramount o & s restaurant to have food, with my little phone battery fading away i vaguely got debbie's message hehe but i guess it was a little 2 late coz we already started eating. hehe. headed back home for a little nap. yeahs baby 2 tired, skipped work becuase of this "tired" feeling. hahah typical work life, tired when ur suppoes 2 work and energetic when ur not working. hahaha! had d

its 4.21pm and it feels like eternity, i miss u baby, i am putting this messages all over the place, i dont think there is a need for our blog anymore, this could very well be our blog. heheh gonna make it silent. hugs baby. its easier that way so that only u and me can read it and i just have to post @ one place. what u think? i guess i shoudl ask u later since am gonna see you then. love ya baby so much!

i will see the sunshine and i will feel the warmth of your body next to me while i sleep at night. watching u as u sleep silently in my arms. i love you baby and i will always do.

life is like a box of chocolates, what u see is what u get, but u wont know the contents of the chocolate till u put it in ur mouth, its either u swallow it or u spit it out. my life is full of funny thoughts and happenings. i hate this absolutely, but what can i do? am so used to being myself that i find it difficult when the other party is just so weak. i dont know, life is just mis-leading me entirely. i am working in a company which doesn't know that i am still not single. sighs. am stuck in a contract now and i can't get out. just when i am beginning to like my work, personal problems starts arising, what am i doing wrong here? am doing the wrong thing? i dont know, every step seems to be wrong and i dont know how to turn back. i need guidance but no one is able to understand me completely. can't really rely on my gf becuase she just started and its kinda hard to explaine the responsibility that i have on my shoulders. i feel so heavy and i am just barely hanging on, b

its only 300km. barely a 4 hours drive. but yet its so far away. i can't just drop by to say hi, i can't just give u a kiss good night when i need you the most. i can't just hug you when i need it the most. Its only 5 days, but its like forever. submerge myself with work to allow time to pass me by, but with the constant messages to say that your not well and i can barely do anything? i am barely hanging on my own and i have to worry about you. u tell me not to worry but u think thats possible? is there such a thing? if u can find me a couple who doesn't worry about their other half constantly if you can then i might just back off and learn how to do it. i will have learn how to trouble friends just to look after my own gf, haha. me being the person who hate relying on someone else to do their work for them. its fucked, you know that for a fact!. ur sick and u don't eat for a whole day, and i am not suppose to worry, you tell me u were constantly sick when u were yo

good morning blog readers! today was extremely early to the office, arrived at 10am. yeahs all the way from jb. i guess today was just a good day for me. had my lunch along the way, bau sambal or so i was told it was called. its a type of bread with sambal clipped between like a burger. lol. have always loved it since i was a little girl. first one to the office i was surprised, well life goes on, blasted music for a while then people started pouring in. well been surfing the web and reading my emails and writing emails as days go by. by the way, for u all out there, am not staying in singapore anymore, can't hack the living conditions in woodlands hahah spend the same amount of time getting home to jb and getting home to woodlands so u can call my maxis line at night, i can entertain u then. hehehe will be home approx 9++ every night except thursday night. why? becuase my aunt has classes so she picks me up directly from town. heheh