The little ol me

Woke up and had a spinning headache. i tot i would sleep in but i guess i wasn't meant too. the phone calls just came piling in non-stop. why issit when u want someone to call nobody does and when u definately need a piece of ur mind the calls just keep pouring in non-stop. anyways i packed up my things and decided to go home to my parent's palce to recuperate. reached home and lay on the couch and watch a vcd. aunt called and i sent my sister to college. picked up my aunt and sent her to ikea, then drove home to went to sleep on the couch again. and again the phones were ringing off the hook. can't help it coz its a weekday and i have to entertain people but today i just couldn't give a bother. its 11.30pm and i am still in the offce. doing what? work of course and writing/updating my blog on my current events. am saving up now to pay for my trips. am going to sabah or planning to go to sabah with WL and DB this august/september not to sure. while they go climbing i m...

my nephew 

slept at my parent's place last night. as usual my mom tried to talk me into moving back in with her, well she said the magic keyword, cupboard and air conditioning! hehe. well i was already contemplating moving back becuase the journey taken from my current apartment to my office is about the same time from subang to work, the only catch is that there is more traffic jams and might spend a little more of fuel but hey its free accomodation and free food 24/7 and sides i think its about time for me to spend some time with my parents. been staying out with my ex for 2 years and i go home not so ever often and my parent's aren't getting any younger. i have all the freedom i need and i already have my own car so i guess they won't be nagging me anymore other then to buy a house but i think that will come later becuase they want me in their house first. *giggles* alrights back to work, am not in full health yet but its enough to keep me going as of now.. till lunch then i wi...

am sick sick sick! why? i dont know prolly becuase 2 much hot weather and not enough water and not enough sleep. age is catching up on me i guess. trying to download the l word. its taking forever even with my house connection. streamyx isnt in really good condition recently. oh well what more can i ask, my office connection is even worst. sighs.. it has only been 1 month plus and it feels like eternity, i definately need to find myself a better output or i am gonna be so miserable. take up a hobby someone told me, what hobby? it isnt something u just take up coz the hobbies that i want to do aren't doable here. what are they? rollerblading, cycling, walking, travelling, sleeping underneath the sun on a cool autumns day and just plain walking in winter with my shorts and slippers. oh well i think i just had to much australia in mind. i practically had my adulthood grown there so thats why i am kinda still attached to it. its wednesday and i am at home cramping on my brothers comput...

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My Housemate 

Guess which is me! 

u must be wondering why am i pasting up all these lyrics? well i paste them up according to how i feel and when i feel their words and song its perfect for my mood and it explains how i feel when i can't find the words to explaine myself. i am very emotional and very natural when it comes to being myself. its a scorpion thing i guess but then i have other scorpion friends but they are no where near what i have become and i am. so i guess i am just unique and nobody i know or nobody i have been with has ever felt the same as i have or think the way i have. my last r/s was close to being perfect yet there was something holding me back so i guess i knew this wasn't my ride so i hopped off. i know i hurt alot of people in my past, so this is just payback time for me. i am willing to take any punishment and anything that destiny thinks i am worthy off. what comes must go and new ones will come again. i never force myself into anything but if i know i am capable of doing it i will go...

Friends from aussie touched down today. its also my ex's birthday today. And no i didnt wish her or even sms her. i know i shouldn't coz we aren't friends now and there isn't a need. Well I woke up at 8am and started driving into KL by 9++ expecting a traffic jam, and yes its right in front of my eyes as I reached into Jalan Sultan Ismail, so I inched my way in. after inching my way in I finally picked them up at 10++ in the morning at the swiss garden hotel and drove them to petaling street for breakfast. hahah they were soo not local. they are asians one is from cambodia and one from china, but both grew up in australia and definately "don't" look local at all. *lol* its so funny watching them eat with chop sticks! with such difficulty. then brought them walking around petaling street, while listening to them complain that the weather is so hot and etc etc. i guess from a place with cool wind and non-humid air, they have much to change too within 9 hours...

had a nightmare this morning. woke me up at 5.30am in the early morning. couldn't go back to sleep so decided to continue reading sidney sheldon's new book - are you afraid of the dark! good book definately good book. favourite author, basically the only author that i like. continue reading till around 6.30am then fell back asleep all the way till 8am woke up shower change and head for work. had breakfast, pork porridge.. yum but then wasn't for long coz after that i felt nausea and i feel weak. tummy was having a mc-gurgle and it wasn't feeling good. felt like that all the way to lunch, couldn't eat felt so weak and tired but i know am not tired but somehow wasn't week. recap back what i did the night before..... i had 1/2 plate of spaghetti on monday night to celebrate debbie's birthday! and she looks soo good in the dress!! her mom made her cheese cake, yes home made! yummy!! and we had the biggest glass of "teh ais". oh yeah did i mentioned we ...

hello bloggie, its a sunday today and i am here again in my room. just got back some stuff's from my ex's place which i believe belongs to me. took back me pots and me blender and my mom's ladder. this would be the last trip as the rest of things i don't really want to take back. why? becuase well there are things which would take alot more then my fathers 4 x 4 to bring back and my ex owns half of it. oh well, i unpacked a little bit of my clothes from my parent's place and i brought it over. repacked everything here which i would need for work and started blogging. what have i been doing? went to cameron highlands over the weekend, and cooked kurma chicken again as usual as this is by request. lol. there were only four of us this time as one more couldn't make it. didnt do anything there but eat, sleep, watch vcd, eat again, shower, sleep, watch vcd, eat and then nap and then leave. yeahs alot of eating which means alot of cooking for me! why? becuase i love c...

hello world, ahahah those are the common words found in the world of php languages, what is php language you might ask? its a web programing language that does wonders if one knows how to make use of them. what kind of wonders? ahah i will tell you what i can do with it. here is a simple example, i have a script that randomly selects an sms message every morning and sends it to anybody that i want. the messages are customed messages that i have created. so this is so that the receiver doesn't get bored with the same message over and over again. i can also program the script to send the messages based on the day or the weather or anything any human being might think other then those that requires special attention. where do i come up with these idea's, i would definately say my manager. he thinks like a user and its fun to work with him, reason being there is a challenge! when i work with anything my goal and aim is to deliver my products that i have promised and that i think it...

Finally finding a way to tell myself that i am worth much more that just what i have thought all the while. what do i mean? simple all my life i have been doing things that people expect of me or what people want of me. I don't want that anymore. why suddenly some might ask? i am a big fan of L Word, the first of its kind in the gay and lesbian society, in this drama there is this particular character called "shane" in episode 8 of Season 2 she said a line that made me think. what line would that be? and i quote "Everybody seems to want something from me, but i have nothing left to give". i have this problem, i can never say no. i never say no if i can help it. why? becuase i want people to feel special and i want them to feel as if they are worth something and i will do anything to make that dream come true. i will give my all and my everything if it means someone will just smile. i know its dumb of me but then its just me. Why do i do it, becuase this world is...