In The Middle of a Dilemma

To be or not to be.

To do or not to do.

To say or not to say.

It is a dilemma. An on going battle with myself. So much has happened in the last few months and I might just have jumped too far that I don’t think I can handle. But after all that has happened I am glad my sweetie is there when I needed support the most.

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