Regrets

do i have regrets? i most certainly do. i regretted the display of my blog to the eyes of the world. the uncaring world. why is it so difficult to understand that when you read blogs you will have to read it with an open mind. regrets are often made by those who aren't in control of their lives. they make a decision and then regret doing it becuase even if they know the consequences they still live to believe that the decision was the best. who can i trust? who can i tell? who can i speak too? there was once someone told me that your best friend can never be your lover and your lover cannot be your best friend. now i understand the meaning of it all. being a best friend they will have to listen to rants and grunts about your relationships and how you feel over different situations and different emotions. best friend will advice you on what is best to come and what is best to work with. best friends don't have feelings for you. oh well. its late at night and i can't sleep although i was already sleeping almost 10 minutes ago but now am wide awake. well falling asleep. hehe had steamboat for dinner and i am so full of food!! sighs 2 days stuffing myself with food isn't really good for the tummy. how to loose the tummy? omg!! 2 words i should say.. sport rims!! ROFLMAO!!!