Walking Into The Light

How do you tell yourself to not go to the light, when its just calling upon you ever so strongly.. keke. :) i have seen the light before and it draws you because all of a sudden you feel as if nothing else in the world matters .. you may think a lot before you die on how you would split your wealth and how your death would affect those you love and around you but once you see the light it gives you the feeling of total relaxation. it may seem like a long time but in total fact its only 1-2 seconds in the real time. have you ever thought about life after death? is there such a thing?