The little ol me

today is just all wrong, wrong, wrong.. sighs.. crappy tuesday sick tuesday cold tuesday moody tuesday .. life sucks..

good morning people.... sorry about the rather short blogs, heheh will need to elaborate it soon when i have the time. :P tonight am going for fish head dinner with no rice! lol coz cat is on diet and so am i so we both not having rice. rofl.. going down to alternative to get my butt kicked in pool again.. wanna join me? just had a long meeting.. :) finally it ended and now i am hungry. i might be returning back to KL this weekend. I need to start making payments for my car and cc and bla bla bla.. :P bils to pay in other words.. wanna date me? :P cute lil boy vs cute old hag .. ROFLMAO!! my dar dar.. hahaha

hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm well let see, headed to IMM in jurong for steamboat and then to my favourite $2.00 shop called daisho. helped some kid find her mommy who thought that she was with her daddy. sighs some parents are so negligent! bought myself some sticky paper and some notepad and dar got some green tea crackers, still don't know waht does it taste like coz we haven't had the chance to open it up yet. dropped by hang ten and got myself a couple of pants heheh.. the great singapore sale has begun! dar got me my first giordano junior jacket. yeahs its for the ages 10-11.. lol!! and i fit perfectly, well its either kids these days are over sized or am i under sized.. lol!! in the evening i went to watch grease - its still the word broadway show boy i think it sucks!! BIG TIME!! sighs what a let down, degrading of the original motion picture grease. well its broadway i tell myself but but they didn't even sing my favourite song!! waaaaaaaaaaa!! u cheaters! well i din pay for t...

dumb cats across the room meowing away who woke me up. stupid cats. went to ikea to do some cd bag shopping and burger king for breakfast/lunch aka brunch. then went to the temple with my darling to make a little prayer as it was some chinese special date of some sort, can't remember what is it called in chinese. then we went to get cat a cute little china bag with little cute cats that says "i luck cat" hahahah! we went to OG to do some shopping too because someone kid threw up on my shirt, weewww!! lol .. never shopped so much in my life. lol had dinner @ tiong bahru then darling wanted to go to suntec to buy vege, drove around looking for a car park for almmost 1/2 hour before deciding that we just gonna skip suntec totally. hehe i was cranky coz i was sleepy didn't have enuff sleep that morning .. hehe hugs dar.

i am gonna be doing short snippets for this weekend becuase i don't have much time to blog yet. :P busy dating.. hahah! okies lets see today i went to alot of places. first stop was shangri-la hotel to pick up some people, then to have dinner @ bakersinn follow up was to pick up sumone @ chijmes then to red club for red queen rnb club night for lesbians only with a couple of men allowed. had 4 different drinks for it was 2 jugs for 40 so we had 4 different vodka with somethig jugs. had 1 tequila shot which kinda knocked most of the people there. met up a couple of people there some of them who thinks my darling was cute and some to mistaken my darling for a cute little boy.. lol. then adjourned to happy well we detoured becuase i dun like happy and that alternatif was a better choice for us 3 lesbians. hehe hahah! had pool games and finally am drunk! yeahs but not drunk enough to pass out. haha! well i kinda spilled my unprocessed food on the street because mixing beer with alcohol...

been a quick week, since we had friday off for wesak day. what did i do? well let's see, other then the reading i had dinner @ soup restaurant and i dropped by into jb for a while to do some banking then headed back into Singapore again to continue working/fixing small little bugs in the system. sometimes i love the office, becuase its peace and quiet other then the music playing in the background. :) had tim sum on a late sunday afternoon @ a place called Star Restaurant i think, can't remember off hand though i was just there a couple of hours ago .. bad short term memory i must say. food was fabulous even if i think the green kai lan vege could have been warmer .. :P mango pudding was aokies dont like mango in my mango puddings (yeahs yeahs i know its rubbish) lol just got myself the top 100 hits for this month and listening to them its not too bad some of them .. country songs are quite nice .. though it sounds very poppish except foer the backend violin that plays @ the ba...

This is a Nokia 5500. This is a smart phone with a six pack. Its a sporty phone designed for athletic people. I would really doubt if atheletic equals to not to pretty design and mind you I am comparing it to a Nokia 82xx and the 61xx series which is sleek and so much more presentable. The 5500 comes packed with a memory card with a storage size of 1gb which holds to an approximate of 750 songs. Now I wonder which athlete would have that amount of time on their hands to listen to all of them songs if they are aren't training. It even has what they call a peedometer which calculates the calories burnt as well as the distance walked. I wouldn't be caught dead holding on of them phones while i am jogging or working out at the gym for fear i might break my EURO 300.00 mobile phone. lol!

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The most anticipated cartoon for 2006!!

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yay, its wesak day tomorrow and its a holiday and muh someone is going for a reading ... wonder what the angel's above will say to my dear one. so much planned for next week. as for those who don't know waht's goign to happen, here's an update .. i will be returning on the 17th of may 2006 for a good long weekend holiday! keep a watch out.. :P

Say also don't listen Listen also don't understand don't understand also don't ask ask also don't do do also do wrong wrong also don't admit admit also not don't correct correct also not happy not happy also don't say ... sighs.. lol

That would be the last time i watch a show which contains the elements of a sequel to Titanic! Reason is becuase it seems that hollywood seems to have a very very limited options as to how a giant cruise liner should capsize when hit with a rogue wave? hhmm busy at the moment.. will return soon.. :P

Its been a while since i last saw a 30yo man play with a remote control car. oh wait i have never seen a 30yo man play remote control car other then my father who plays with a remote control airplane back when i was only 12yo. bring's memories back, ah how life have changed so much and how much have i grown. i now drive my own car with my dad it in picking him up from the airport when i was use to sleep in the back seat of the car when my mom picked him from the airport. years that has gone by just tells me that life is short. live it totally...

Look at the world as one big chocolate cake. It would never be complete without few sweets n nuts. Sweets like ME and nuts like YOU. Good looking people are hard to find. That's why you don't..... That's why you don't see me often. A SARDARJI is in the library, he bangs down a book and says : "Too boring, too many characters and no story." LIBRARIAN says : "Oh! you are the one who took the phone directory away??"

what a night! :P catched a cab with someone whom i have just met the first time to a club/bar which i have been longing to visit. which bar u might ask? well the club which was opened by irene called club 95 at club street. haha but don't ask why is it 95. well upon arrival the air was clear it wasn't those fancy noisy bars where you see lesbians hanging around .. watching u with wolvy eyes. the environment was perfect for simple conversations and chit chat with food available just across the street. a different atmosphere to alternatif i must say. took me a while to get aquainted with her group of friends/family. lol yeahs amazing isn't it. we chatted and laughed alot but it was all good, life was grand it was nice to not talk about fridae.com and work and IT related matters for a while. the time came for us to proceed on to another venue where the lesbian scene was. this place was only female only scene on a special day whereby those with the twoqueen cards may enter with...

is this all an illusion? does it really exist? why do i see such similarities? perhaps its just that of a coincidence? a new mail came into my box just moments ago supplying the answer to that i still don't have the answer too. and i quote "nope. u just have a mind of your own that stores a part where it does not give access to anybody." no words could describe waht was mentioned in the email. the only thing that i can understand is that i lost something and it was so long ago that i don't know that it exist or that i locked it up with a key. word's cannot describe the emotions that runs through my blood veins now. on one hand i feel empty on the other i felt as if i have nothing to lose. yes i have nothing left to loose, i've lost everything and there will never be a replacement. i have another quote which came in not to long ago and it goes ... "well, i think it takes a certain level of maturity to respect our partner's need for their own personal s...

Mighty Optical Illusions: Fedex T-Shirt Illusion i would really like to have one of these t -shirts.. lol

is what u call a stupid person's show! what a waste of my SGD8. sighs should have watched something else but then i guess its just marketed so well that u wouldn't wanna resist. its more like a fully action packed show to entertain kids because its an insult to an adults intelligence. baseballs.. sighs what a lame way of getting a person attention. tom cruise is definately 2 old to act or perhaps he just can't act at all. top gun was still bearable then but i still think its either he over did the actions in mi3 or its just he's getting old. doesn't he know that swinging off a rooftop is not as interesting anymore? oh anyways, fast and furious 3 is coming soon, drifting in tokyo now so it seems. the action is even more intense now as in try drifting down a swirling carpark lot exit where the width between the walls are just a perfect fit but then again its as always a super hero drifter ang moh in the japan world trying to take on the drug lords/mobs.. typical engli...

world hold on, am coming home.. i've lost the ability to love. i have been losing every single race, every single emotions has been taken away from me. i have no feelings for anything now. perhaps i might just feel again someday but as for now i am giving up on love. just when i thought i found someone whom i can believe in and trust i find myself wondering in the dark again. what did i do that makes it so difficult for people to understand the simple person that i am? am i such a difficult book to read? whatever that happened last night was a perfect example of what should have never taken place at all... a simple no could was not accepted. so much love turned into so much hate, how can u love a person who treats u with no respect and expects you to respect them. a case of split personality maybe? sighs, what was once found is lost again.. world hold on.. am opening up my heart and i am feeling what is that i am suppose to be feeling, to feelings of flying freely. there is ...