The little ol me

To be or not to be. To do or not to do. To say or not to say. It is a dilemma. An on going battle with myself. So much has happened in the last few months and I might just have jumped too far that I don’t think I can handle. But after all that has happened I am glad my sweetie is there when I needed support the most.

When menstrual cramps occur, it is usually just before the cycle starts or with the onset of menstruation. They can last anywhere from a few hours to a few days. Menstrual cramps feel like muscle contractions or sharp spasms in the lower abdomen. They may radiate to the back or down the thighs, and range from mildly achy to wrenchingly painful. In the severely afflicted, cramping may be accompanied by nausea, vomiting, headache, nervousness, fatigue, diarrhea, fainting, bloating, breast tenderness, mood swings, backache, and/or dizziness. This was taken as an excerpt from Herbs2000 Perhaps I was going through it the last few days, actually it has almost been a week. But its confirmed, I felt it leaving my body this morning. It was shocking but it felt good.

I would like to stop whining! I wanna start a new Life! The one I should have started almost 2 months ago! Good morning!!!

The following is an excerpt from the July 1943 issue of Transportation Magazine. This was written for male supervisors of women in the work force during World War II. "Eleven Tips on Getting More Efficiency Out of Women Employees: There's no longer any question whether transit companies should hire women for jobs formerly held by men. The draft and manpower shortage has settled that point. The important things now are to select the most efficient women available and how to use them to the best advantage. Here are eleven helpful tips on the subject from Western Properties: 1. Pick young married women. They usually have more of a sense of responsibility than their unmarried sisters, they're less likely to be flirtatious, they need the work or they wouldn't be doing it, they still have the pep and interest to work hard and to deal with the public efficiently. 2. When you have to use older women, try to get ones who have worked outside the home at some time in their lives.

Is the most wonderful thing that can happen to anyone? But yet when you get burnt by it, it's the most difficult time of your life. Even worst then having a baby I guess, I haven't had a baby before so I am not sure but from what I have heard its really a pain, so painful that crying outloud doesn't make a difference. In fact you can't even scream because its too painful. The love of natural birth. Wonder if Mary is going through it now. Baby Zoey is about to arrive anytime soon. Hehe. Scouting around the www for meanings of "love" and I stumbled upon this. "Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection." To be able to wake up in the mornings and to feel the one you love right next to you. To be going through a sad day knowing that in a just a few more hours you'll get a

Its 080808! It’s the Olympics!   Official Website   Don’t miss it for the world, the opening starts at 10pm tonight Sydney Time.   We’re heading home early to make sure we don’t miss it.   I like the site! Its looks funky with pretty colors. :P

Good morning!   Based on IT Wires reports, apparently Switzerland is the most spammed country. Spam meaning rubbish into your junk box. Almost 84% of all emails are spam so which means the world is overrun with spam. You can read the report here . I don’t normally read ITWire articles as I don’t really like their methods of presenting their content. I try to read articles which can be fitted into a whole length of page if its less then 1000 words.   I get an average of 16 – 22 spam emails into my mailbox. Thank goodness for the google mailbox spam detectors, it gets rid of almost 98% of the spams that comes into my mailbox. I have used other mail boxes ranging the ever famous hotmail, live, aol, yahoo and local personal emails and so far Googles seems to help clean up the most.   Sighs its Friday again and the weekend is here to stay for a bit. I have a product launch next Friday. Intencity!   Speaking of which, Intencity is having a massive gaming time for 2 hours fo

Are you androgynous ? It seems that everyone prefers to call us butches instead. Is it because we both wear the pants in the house, or is it because we take turns to swap the dress wearing in the house. My sweetie can be the almighty butch at home but the all sweet femme outside. Its been so natural for me to take charge like a man when we walk down the street, so much so that I have been approached before by someone asking if I was a male or a female? Probably its also because I know carry a more boyish hairstyle (thanks to the barber haircut last Saturday)

“ THE latest Batman flick appears set to smash box office records and may even beat Titanic - but Rory Gibson says it's such a stinker he fell asleep.”   http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,23739,24124569-5003420,00.html by Rory Gibson   I never knew anyone else thought it was boring. Everyone I know seems to see a different side of the Batman but overall I still think it wasn’t worth the watch. It was boring to some extent but the motion graphics and wonderful explosions here and there are the only few things which keeps me awake during the movie. At some point I’d like to fast forward the roll of film which was running up on the box, hehe but I’d think it be unfair to those who are watching. Feeling my darling squeezing my hands at gruesome scenes was enough to tell me she enjoyed the movie a fair bit. Upon exiting the cinema we we’re appalled to the fact that Heath Ledger tried very much to portray a different Joker to what we saw Jack Nicholson so many years a