What is death to you?

to me its another phase in life but i guess to some its more then that. how does one compromise at situations like this? i don't really know. we all have our moments but i guess this isn't my moment and its just not the right time. perhaps becuase i have alot on my mind. perhaps its becuase i need to know where i am gonna get my march paycheck from since i've been released indefinately by my company. just perhaps ...

am numb with no feeling ... i wanna start over again and start depending myself. be strong and take it like a woman that i am .

we all have a life cherish it while its alive so that you don't have any regrets when it ends.

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