The little ol me

sighs, its difficult to live when everything is crapped up. so crapped that u feel crapped that ur crapped yourself. its freaking 2am in the morning and i am still up coz i am sleeping but i don't waant ot sleep yet. after talking to you i put on my thinking cap. what was i thinking? how u don't say i love you anymore, i guess you got your ground so i should do the same. potential target? so far i don't see anyone but wai ling. lol. i definately won't date cat! .. she won't date me! lol.. krristy.. nahs. 2 femme.. i need someone who is versatile. lol. don't bother about me.. am just crappin here. life sucks. am gonna register for a line once i get my pay check. yeahs coz this stupid prepaid is definately getting on my nerves! stupid prepaid that won't allow incoming calls. i never knew it was incur cost. sighs stupid sing tel. stupid singapore. imagine how desparate stuart was when he couldn't contact me. he called cat. hehe asking cat if i was wi...

Hey baby, my heart melted when i read ur bloggie. love it so much. the feelings is like rushing back to my veins, thru my blood to my heart, pump it up and made me feel alive again. how i wish i could tell u how much i love u. Been busy with work the whole day today, got 376mails, now left 151mails. lol. phew..~ Ure in a meeting right now, miss u so much. wanted to hold u close to me. weekday lover? nahs, i dont think i want that. thou i may have naughty thoughts. (Wink) but if u want it, let me know lo. magicallymine sounds very nice baby. i think it has been ages since u blog such a long bloggie. :) silly baby, of cuz u haven lost all ur sense. if u have, gawd, i guess u wouldnt feel anything? to tell u the truth, i am feeling speechless as i am typing this bloggie and reading yours at the same time. my mind, heart and soul was flooded with emotions that i couldnt express it in words right now. all i could think of is that i just wanna hug u close to me, just like how i always do. we...

its my first time feeling such an emotion flood. my girlfriend of close to six months took the afternoon bus heading back to KL. when she left i didn't feel such emotion until when I came home, i opened the door and the room greets me with nothing but quietness (if there is such a word in the dictionary). what has happened to me? have I lost all my senses? what happen to the strong Jody that once never knew what was loss and what was pain and misery? what am i feeling? the last i checked this was called love. the love for a person that know's no boundaries. the feeling that makes u warm inside out even if the temperature is below icy cold. words cannot express how I feel, well perhaps it can. Love songs, ballads and poems and perhaps hundreds of other written sentences, I think I can safely say that these are the words that can describe the emotions and feelings I have and I am feeling inside at this very moment. Then again I feel this each and every moment that I think of her....

  

 

My Baby 

omg, havent been bloggin for 15 days. gawd where have all the blogging been? hehe well lets just do a good update a quick one too. 27th October - 2nd November Pre Nation Party Trauma. Preparation, orders, faxes, notebooks, systems, wires, cables, clothes, party clothes, more party clothes, softwares, wireless, wifi, mouse, everything IT has to be brought to make my mobile station there online. lol hectic and baby was there to accompany me. :p hehe love my baby as she accompanies me while i work while i play while i sleep, while i shower while i walk while i take the bus, while i eat while i do anything i suppose. :P last minutes preparations sucks.. hahahah 2nd November - 8th November NATION NATION NATION AND MORE NATION!! lol party 24/7 literally here is our schedule timings. 12pm - 6pm morning party 9pm - 3am main party 3am - 8am after hours party the same thing goes on for 3 days and 3 nights. lol and i can feel the energy drainign out. i had 7 bottles o...