It ended a long time ago but I was just too stubborn to see and make the change and after doing so regret to some extend the consequences of my actions. This was what I've wanted to happen so that we can both become better person. It takes two hands to clap, it takes two to tango and it takes two sticks to make a pair of chopsticks. What is my take from this r/s? getting into a comfort zone is a bad thing, it changes the person you are into a person that you would not have recognise a few years down the track. Never let go of your personality, make some tweaks but don't change completely, it will only get you lost in what you forget initially ever wanted but then in having said that I did the exact opposite. I tried so hard to move forward but I eventually take 2 steps back. Some people will always wanna feel special on their birthdays only even if you try to make everyday or every other day a special one, to some degree that the arguments just leads to more grief and unhap...
I'd like to know what I’m getting if its something important to me However on the other hand sometimes I don’t care the extras that I get or if I am short changed I believe things happen for a reason and I don’t get it then I don’t get it. I am not fuss about forcing one to give it to me. I think I like to micro manage so I know I don’t have to clean up after someone. I like to know a little bit of everything. I swore I’ll never hurt you but thats exactly what I’ve done but I can only do it cause I loved you. Don’t think I’ll ever find someone, not in this lifetime, perhaps the next. There is so much more to come my way and wake up each morning looking forward to it. An adventure awaits me on the other side of this rainbow. Today will only come once seize it or forever lose it. Excuses are for those who cannot live up to expectations. If your late be honest about it and try hard...
gawd i have been waiting for this day for a long time. why? becuase i haven't seen my baby for almost 4 days! not very long but long enough. its friday @ fridae. yeahs. hehe its going to be 3 mths @ work. confirmation decisions is up for balloting! will i be voted as member @ fridae or will i be kicked out? please also take note that i am the one and only programmer available. sighs what is life without action. my blog is getting bombarded with lotsa crap comments again. how boring. well am going to go meet up an "old" friend from fetch tomorrow. her name is marcia liew. her nick name is liewgirl@hotmail.com .. (hahahahahahahaha) funny but odd. oh wells will add on later after lunch. have to start with work. oh yes krristy just passed me a initial D vcd so am gonna watch it tonight with my baby while she reads her recruitment papers. yeahs she's gonna get a job here in singapore and i am gonna be with her. yay!
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